The 2D is driving us crazy, yet it's so fulfilling as the composition gets closer and closer to completion. I ate 7 times of McDonalds over a period of 5 days, and i am still having a McD hangover now. And the side-effects are reflecting on my body and health as well- tummy, fatigue ...
But it was the conversations that we had during every meal that enlightens us of the reason why we are doing homework, why we are doing art and why we exist in this world. This brings us to the question of whether we'd have afterlife.
I was thinking, afterlife is something we should have what, you see, when you buy a car, the car gets an aftersale service, when you graduate from a school you are in the alumni, you enter another stage of realm. Like life, we have different stage of life, and afterlife should not be an exception at all, it should be a stage of life that we could 'feel' as well, or at least, give us an afterlife service.
"So how do we prove it?" says shawn.
"We can commit suicide together at the same time same place, so when we have proved that there is afterlife we could meet each other," my usual lameness came up again.
"what if there's no afterlife?" rebuts jane.
"......then we will be crying to realise that, Shit! there's no afterlife la! Damn sad la!" says me, 2 seconds pause* "but then again, we would not be able to cry because there's no afterlife for us to cry!" Shawn's starting to laugh very hardly as i continue:" but then again, we wouldn't be able to realise that we could not cry because there's no afterlife, and of course, we wouldn't be able to realise that we are realising that now"
"And we cannot even think of it AT ALL!" "And we can't even think of the fact that we are think THAT AT ALL AT ALL" (shawn was laughing even harder)
"It's just total silence after we are dead" "But we cannot realise that too!" *shawn was ROFLMAO-ing alr "Because we are not supposed to realise"
*and this went on and on to infinity.
"It's very hard to imagine that there's no afterlife after we are dead. Because you are not supposed to FEEL. Or to REALISE that, that's death to you. It's be scary, but you wouldn't even feel scary because there's no afterlife for you to feel scary about" both shawn and me were dead laughing.
But when we are back to think about it, it's actually scary to think about that when there's no afterlife, one cannot feel or realise that fact, it's just a blank. (and you are not supposed to feel the blankness as well)
Jane was damn scared by that. I can tell. Pei wen...maybe, but she appearred to be amused by that convo, haha. We tried evey means to prove that there's afterlife but went back with no results.
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We were eating together again. Shawn was talking about how he hates fruits and was afraid of them. We were amazed by that phobia, how could one actually be scared of fruits, there's no strange odour or taste what (except durians, which scares a lot of ang mohs away). Then he was saying maybe he was killed by a truck of fruits in his previous life.
