Great, I am finally blogging, again. Product Design is a killer and for half of the semester, dare I say, were spent in the night time (and when i say 'night' it means 3-4am) to churn out that little bit of result. Rhinoceros 3D, unsurprisingly, immediately became my most favourite module and the rest became the A-Maths. It was a tiring, but short semester, but I must say that I loved every single thing that I did with my classmates. Year 2 (still) is a very intensive year, i reckon, but I am starting to love it. And I love the harshest time when i burn midnight oil together with classmates days before the submissions. The feeling of not sleeping for 3 days was unbearable, but the finished model was really a morale booster in the end, and this gives me the confidence that with more effort being put into my work next semester, i could really create a gem. But I have probably done quite badly this semester, I might even earn a grade that can rival that of SY's. But whatever, the hell with Conceptual Design and TCM.
One short, or rather, unbelievably short year, that's what it has been. I actually blogged after so many months of drudgery, and i have forgotten its existence, sad to say. I don't really blog, to be honest. But the habit started because of you, because you said blogging would open up my heart, and you can then know more about me and my inner-self. And the reason behind this post? The reminiscence. of. you. jasmine.
I must thank you, for enlightening me, even though i did not blog that frequent after all. It all boils down to my lack of motivation after the separation, and i didn't blame you, I blamed at myself for all these. It took me 1 year to confess, foolish me, retard me.
emo me.
I am never good with expressing myself through the use of languages ( even chinese, my mother-tongue, i am never good with that either), that made me feel constipated, like a crippled person, 哑巴吃黄莲，有苦说不出。 this sentiment has grown tremendously shortly after my short stint at Paya Lebar and the tertiary study at NTU. I want to be able to express myself better, I want to be able to talk to that inner me, let me be understood. I started to regret for not reading more books when i was young, for I have not been able to communicate well. And because of that I SHOULD list it in this coming new year resolution.
Which reminded me of my 2009 new year resolution. Have I accomplished them? Let's have a look: -My artistic performance: I'd admit that my artistic performance, or the very least - exposure to industrial design, has been greatly improved after hell lot of readings, design magazines and the inspiring talk by Chris Bangle, Kenya Hara. But that also means that i have grown to be so underexposed and ignorant that i actually thought that I am good enough. Hence, whilst the artistic performance has improved, I am still not even close to professional level. -Do homework early, so that i can start DOING other hw. Failed every year. -Play less games, playing 19 games compared to 20 last year is still considered LESS. Yes, I am proud to announce that I have played significantly less games this year as I have devoted most of my time to Product Design. But I still bought a gaming Logitech G27. -Start blogging. There are many reasons why I stopped blogging since last year, and i do not intend to raise it up, but now i shall start blogging (more often). FAILED, blog more often please, Pow.
-Get an Alienware with my own earnings. This is absolutely possible, provided that i buy LESS diecast cars this year. I'd have gotten it this year, but i stopped, because the holy GTX300 Series is coming and soon a mobile version will be avail on the Alienware, making it an unstoppable workstation/gamestation. So... I will buy it next year.
Epic fail, epic is the word. I can't fail them again. Jiayoubah *ahem.
Posted by Pow at 12:13 AM
